Sunday, April 13, 2008

So much to say...

My laptop has been behaving like a piece of junk... Therefore, I have been lazy to blog as well... Anyway, I was so hoping to get a new laptop today but unfortunately the model that I desired is currently out of stock... Deng!! Really unlucky like sh*t or what... Omgggggggggod... Super cannot tahan my sh*tty luck... Enough complain for now and hopefully I'll lay my eye on a new model asap... zzzz

_____~Smiling Face @ News.com~_____
I've got a part time job at P.D.I @ Jaya Jusco, Bukit Raja and will start working tomorrow!! Yay!! Which means no more unforgivable time wastage and money spendings... Not exactly no more, but definitely lessen a lot... Which also means less online moment > less blogging...

_____~Thought Of The Day after Yesterday~____
Yesterday night I watched this Korean movie titled "A Moment To Remember"... The story is about a girl who is diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease at the age of 27 and she started to forget her loved ones-> family and husband... It's a sad story though, made me cried a river and drown the whole world~ And again, it also makes me realized that the chances of me getting Alzheimer's is rather high [choi choi touch wood, spit saliva and say again], since the disease is sometimes caused by inheritance... My grandmother suffered Alzheimer as well... Relating my thoughts to my current status, I'm considered a girl with somewhat good memory power and sometimes I just want to forget about what happen in my past relationship to get it over with, but yesterday after watching that show I realized that I really.seriously.definitely.absolutely.certainly.actually don't want to forget that episode of my life, which is why I'm still not getting over it... What is love without memories?? Love don't just come in a snap of the fingers, it is built with foundations of memories... Some are sad, yet beautiful... Then I realized that I blog to keep track of these memories... That's why my blog is in a diary form. When I delete my Xanga blog when I was irrationally emo-ing over the break up, I actually tried to delete my memories but some are so strong that they just won't get off my mind... Although now I'm super regret over my act of deleting the blog, but there's no point crying over spilled milk... Oh my thought have been long, but not to be surprised, I'm a lengthy thinker, and tend to think too much...

_____~Whisper In The Ears~_____
I miss you~
miss you~
miss you~~
I miss you like crazy~
Even more than....
[what's this song name???]

_____~Wish Of The Day~_____
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIR HONG AND BEE KIAN!!!
May your wishes come true...
*hugs and blessings*

_____~Mourn~_____
Mom's boss passed away this morning, due to complications after a "by pass" operation, rest in peace Uncle Dato...


mk

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

I was craving on going to Redang Island for years since after SPM in 2005. I'm finally going to Redang next month and at this moment, I'm not really looking forward to the trip... What's gotten in to me?? By the way, I just watched "What Women Wants" on 8tv, the finalist spent their time at Tioman Island... Gosh apparently snorkeling requires a certain level of stamina.. Haha in order to enjoy myself kau kau at Redang, I guess I should really work harder on my swimming... Training starting next week!!! Eh heh, why not tomorrow?? Well, under some circumstances, cannot la... Blueh...

I wanna go Tioman also la... Who else planning any trip???
Ish Gotta save money for my W580i...

Bored already, tata..

mk

Monday, April 7, 2008

THINK!!!

The eyes of mine are not feeling so well today,
was kinda blur when I watched movie
"The Three Kingdom"
in the afternoon with lilian dear,
still fortunate that I'm not seeing

ddoouubbllee vviissiioonn...
Maybe because they were flooded last night...
Thanks to Edwin,
my getting better life sort of wretched again...
Very confused at this moment,
very tired since I slept at 4am again...
Keep asked me to think...
and think...
and think...
as if I never did...
So now am thinking again,
with my somewhat exhausted mind...

Going to sleep, after a cuppa I guess...
Good night, world...

mk.dead

Just for you~

This post is specially dedicated to my beloved bro, or I actually prefer --> sis~
Eric~
Haha.. Well, he was complaining that I always blog so much some more keep ask him to read but never blog about him, then when I told him I did mentioned about him, he some more complained he's name is too KE LE FEH~~ Lol, super hao lian k??
Okok since I wanna blog about him it's better for me to talk good things bout him, later he say wanna give me a punch on the face AGAIN.. Well he is super duper uber slim or I should say skinny for a guy.. 52kg only, around 174cm tall... Imagine his wrists are thinner and smaller than mine!!! OMG~ Gahaha, not to forget his face is also smaller than mine T.T , with a palm almost my size... gosh...
Well physically, his considered rather attractive (ehem, don't fly k?), I have always feel that he resembles Orlando Bloom, or more precisely, Legolas in the Lord Of The Ring movies... Aha!! Don't correct me even if you don't agree, that's my perspective okay??? yet again, i cant help but to say that he's tooooo skinny, eat more babe!
Personality wise, to my knowledge, I see him as a rather sensitive guy, mild temper but he has his moment, funny at times and lame as well... He is a great person to talk to, and a good listener too. We just got close for a couple of months and I definitely have endless topics to talk to him. Recalling the Wed when we went to Sg. Wang for Ben's final, both of us basically sat at McDonalds and chat for 2 hours while waiting for Ben to take his theory... We shared a regular coke and refilled for dunno how many times..
Also, well I don't know whether I should talk about this, scare he'll kill me later, hope he won't, he's a romantic person... Heard about the way he used to treat his girl (now ex), was touched, well a little... But then!!!! He's also a very weird person, always have a lot of patterns, I find sometimes he love to stay in his comfort zone too much... He doesn't like to mix with a lot of people that some he find eerm, not so likable? Maybe that's being real and not hypocritical, I don't know but don't judge a person if you do not know him/her well k?
And we have been mistaken as a couple when we went outings together, by a girl Emma from a crystal shop and by Willy [the person that tries to teach me during ice skating].. LOL I always kena bully kao kao by this fella la, ish ish teruk... alright, I got this feeling that he'll whack me when he saw this post...

[message to eric : woi! you asked for this ar, so next time be careful of what you wish for! blueh!!]

mk.aka.sista

Friday, April 4, 2008

EMBARRASSMENTS~

I HATE my lappy!!! *emo emo*
I just reformatted my laptop today...
Still functioning like a piece of crap... So slow, so annoying!!
Can't wait to get my new laptop of my own...

Well speaking of embarrassment, I guess everyone has their awkward moments, for me I have plenty of them. For instance, when I fall in the ice-skating ring I'll scream in a super high pitch, loudest as well and eventually find my voice echoing throughout the shopping mall... Crap, hyper but true... well I don't mean it but it's kinda instant reflects of mine... I tend to scream very easily, when i was startled by Ivan who bumped out of no where and knocked on my car window in front of Andalas McD, when I watch horrors and thrillers, and even when a lizard jumped down and 'pop' it landed hard on the floor from the ceiling... Conclusion: I'm a born screamer, wtf...

This week have been rather tiring, had a compact 12 hours workshop at IDP Subang for IELTS. Jeez got lost while looking for a parking lot.. I took a turn and no idea where it leads me, end up I was 20 minutes late for the first lesson... zzzz Second day was okay, but yesterday!!! I had Speaking Test at 1pm so I'm supposed to show up 1hour in prior. I was early but I circled around there for half an hour and still no parking... Gave up and I parked in the Asian Cafe car park... I can't help but to feel that I was conned!!! Well, sort of half willingly~ Freaking parking rm2 per hour.. For the first time it cost me rm14 just for parking, still can't get over it... T.T
Asian Cafe I hate too... XC

Btw, after a series of try and error, I finally get to sign in and blog! gaga XP

mk


_____Wish Of the Day_____
Happy 20th Birthday Uncle Edwin!!!

erm it's belated abit, but the heart counts lo~~