H1N1 Freak Out!!!

Hey people, you are reading my blog now, post of the century~ as I have not appeared on the cyber world for no idea how long. Since you can read this, then I guess I’m still alive. Being a H1N1 positive is the biggest nightmare of my life!! Let alone all the stuff that I have gone through during my suspected period, I had been informed the wrong information twice!! It’s too frustrating for me to spill it out here… The GH Penang shows no consistency in their data provision. Do bare with my whinny complaints as I’m a sick patient quarantined somewhere inside GH Penang. Luckily I brought my laptop and thus, I was typing my post in the GH…

Alright, let me start from my onset…

2 July 2009
Started to feel unwell, had mild cough… Still practicing at the Wanderers… Unhappy L

3 July 2009
Wake up in the morning, bad sore throat and cough, dizziness, fever and decided to take a day off from Wanderers. Was asked to quarantine at Bakti Permai, one of the USM hostel and asked a friend to fetch me there, by then >> ill till half dead… Was taken to the Wellness centre of USM for screening and wow 39 degree Celsius!! Win already lo… The best thing is, I was wearing mask then, they were not aware that I was one of the committee of APPS, thus, no caution. I was confused and surprised that they let my bf to talk to me without mask!! Ish ish then suddenly!!! Someone found out I was in the APPS then everyone start wearing mask and gloves, immediately I was transfer to an isolation room and then send to the general hospital for H1N1 screening. Personals at GH are so geared up to protect against the infectious disease, I practically can’t see any part of their body exposed in air, and their whole body were wrapped up in plastic!! I was treated like some kind of freaky virus spreading maniac!! After the throat swab they immediately asked the ambulance to send me back to USM. Zzz I ended up spending a night at Wellness Centre Quarantine room, and my poor bf got quarantine as well at the isolation block.

*p/s: vomited 3 times today, didn’t really eat anything, was vomiting water and gastric juice. Ewwww!!!

4 July 2009
Moved to Bakti, everyone called that block “Hilton”, and was given single room on a different floor from the rest. Meal and water was provided and was not allowed out of the room, movements only restricted to the washroom. In the afternoon, someone from the pej*bat kesih*tan come to my quarantine room and get all my contacts during the period of APPS till my onset, then he tells me that I’m a positive and wanted to send me to the GH, after I have informed my mom and few of my close mates, he then tells me it’s pending. Zzzz he then apologize and left, leaving me depressed over my status!! Later around 10 at night, someone from the GH called and informed me that I was negative in the throat swab test. I was instantly delighted and called my doctor to share the good news, and I particularly make her to confirm with the hospital before letting out of quarantine. Of course I didn’t wait any longer to share the good news with mom.

5 July 2009
I waited for the doctor to confirm my test result, and she came back with the good news, so not for long I was released from the quarantine block. I then went back to Tekun – my hostel to check into my room. Not to forget to inform those who were concern that I was negative and kinda celebrated with bf and friends then night slept at Wern Ting’s room.

6 July 2009
A call from GH wake me from my “Date with Mr. Zhou” aka sleep~ The officer now tells me that I was tested positive and they are sending an ambulance over to transport me to the Penang GH. I was shocked and furious and clarified with them that I was told negative. But they insisted that it was the formal printout that indicates that I’m a positive so reluctantly I start packing my bag for a 2 days isolation. I suspected that things may drag longer than it supposed so I prepared for 1 day extra. This time I’m smart enough to bring along my laptop which is why I get to blog at GH, but I was too nauseous to complete it by then so most of this post I type it later, which is now… The ambulance came and again I saw this plastic covered man and he escorted me to the ambulance. Upon reaching the GH, they only allow me to proceed after they have cleared the entire path that I’m going to pass by to get to the isolation room… I’ve got a security guard and a medical officer escorting me and clearing a path of 2 meters radius from me. Civilians in the GH were asked to move aside for me to pass… See la, so “big card”!! Translate that into mandarin and get what I mean. I got a single room with tv, bathroom and air-conditioned… 4 of my other friends were admitted to the same place and they came into my room for a little chitty chat that slightly cheered me up a little. Recalling I was crying all the way from the ambulance to my room. Not because of H1N1 positive, but I was super upset and angry on the wrong information given earlier!!! I was released to the public and might have spread the virus to others!!! And on top of that, I have caused my roommate and friend to be quarantined in “Hilton”!!! Which!! Is a lot of inconvenience!!! It’s not that we are free people with nothing else better to do!! Yup, very emotionally unstable today…

7 July 2009 ~ and 8 July 2009
Today is supposed to be the first day of Year 2 Sem 1, but the School of Pharmacy of USM has canceled all the classes of Year 2, 3 and 4 for a week and was planning to replace it during the mid sem break, oh this is sad… Spent a night in GH and I was supposed to be discharged after the 6th dose of Tamiflu – the antiviral drug for H1N1, which is today… With no place to go for “Home Quarantine”, I together with Wong my final year senior was sent to Hospital Kepala Batas for quarantine until we finished the 10th dose. The ambulance driver (again wrapped in layers of plastic) was sooooooooooo reckless that I’m more worried that I might die of accident instead of swine flu… Geez!! We were allocated in the nurse hostel for 2 nights and here it’s less comfortable and creepier~~ Only 2 of us in the entire hostel… Spooky!! Anyhow, my time was killed more easily with the science fiction my senior once sent me… The novel again is about contagion, narrating few freaking scary infectious diseases like plague, tularemia, and Rocky Mountain spotted fever being spread in a general hospital. The scary nosocomial infection kinda gave me goosebumps given I was admitted to the hospital at the moment… Sigh… and the food sucks!! I wonder if they have dietitians in hospitals to take care of patients’ diet… I was given oily, spicy food for meals and even fried chicken and French fries… So much for healthy diet~

9 July 2009
I finished my 10th Tamiflu this morning and this means that I’m FREEEE!!!!!

It never ever came across me that I’ll be infected by any pandemic disease. Well, perhaps I’m not much of a fortune teller; God knows what’s waiting ahead of me… June 2009 had been the worst month of my life… I have way too many frustrations happen due to some of the decisions I have made. Now that my life is slowly crawling back to normal, I have started to accelerate my pace to keep up with my hectic life as a 2nd year Pharmacy student, projects awaiting:

1) Pharmacy School Orientation Week – delayed for 1week thanks to H1N1
2) The Wanderers Concert – 31 July 2009
3) Bungalow Stay – 1st & 2nd August 2009

Let me get all those done while busy with my already scary 2nd Year Sem 1 studies and I will come back to my blog again… till then muaxx~~

Cinderella story

*Alarm Ringing*

*MK snapped the alarm and continue dreaming*

*Door knocked*

"What time edi?!?! Faster wake up and do the chores!!!"

Unwillingly, I crawled down from my bed, wash face, brush teeth, munched on some bun from the Bread Story... After breakfast, here comes the laundry... Walau.. Why so many garments one??!?!?! With endless complaints and whines and sighs, I finally finish all the laundries, thanks for some help from sista. Fetched her to tuition, slacked at lilian's house. fetch sis back again and start preparing dinner...

*Chop, chop, chop*

*Start the fire, fried fried and test flavor*

We had broccoli and scrambled egg for dinner, nice chicken soup... This will probably be my routine for the next three weeks until I fly back to Penang. Why?? Cuz my dear maid is on leave!!! Balik kampung d!!! OMG, best thing is!! My washing machine spoiled!!! I'm washing by hands, so sad that my smooth and soft little hands have gotten rough due to just ONE day of washing... What happens after 3 months?!?!?! Sadness...

OMG! x infinity

mk.dun_call_me_Mary

The Route Not Taken...

I have been thinking about the poem that we studied in Form4...
With the title 'The Route Not Taken'... The author/poet sort of saying he chose the route less traveled and eventually succeed.. I admire his courage to pursue his dreams.. Although he mentioned about he will never know what he would be if he chose the other route.. Just like me, but I'm a coward, I do not dare to choose the route less traveled.. I'm refering to the course on Chinese medicine that I gave up...

For a couple of months, ever since I finished my another level of education-STPM, I fell into many dilemmas and there are many decisions to be made... At this stage of transition, every decision I make will lead me to a whole different path from another... Again and again I struggled between local and foreign universities... Little that I know, that things are never about what I want..

A CGPA of 4.0 never guarantee you anything... Take note : I said NOTHING!!! It only gives you higher chance to get your choices of selections... Not that MK here cannot face a tingle bit of failure, but somehow it's frustrating to not know what's waiting ahead of us... Everyone knows how bad it feels to hope and look forward for something for so long and did not get it at the end.. When dreams that are so close cannot be materialized... In many ways the dream appears to be... For the course you worked so hard to get in, for the love you waited so long to hold... Gone. In a blink of an eye, and a snap of the fingers..

When I was still a SPM leaver, if I had chose to go to college instead of Form6, things will be so much different now, very much indeed.. Anyway, that's not the point, no point looking back and say so many "IF".. Weeks ago, IF I wanted to do BioMedicalScience I would have accepted NTU offers and go to Singapore where I long for.. But why do I always gotta go through the hard way to get what I want, some more for not exactly what I want.. Whenever I start thinking bout my study plan, I get very lost and many problems from every aspects comes in and makes things worse.. Like now, I can't even organize what I wanna type now.. I have got so much to whine about but dunno which first.. so you see my point all jumble up..

Just.... try to sort what I wanna tell out yourselve.. Can't stand the messiness?? Kindly click the [X] button on the upper right corner of the window... NONONO I'm not emo-ing, well just a little.. But really, why is it that everything that I want is rather hard for me to achieve?? Have I asked for too much?? I ain't just simply asking for it but I DID worked towards it.. No pain no gain??? There's give and take??? BULLSHIT!!! It all comes down to fate.. I really don't have much faith on fate.. Not only because I am a free thinker and I don't give a **** to what superstitious things, but I really feel that fate loves playing games with me.. I just gotta blame something else than myself!!

There's a saying goes.. You have a great purpose to serve; but you must first suffer, of failure, tired, and hunger... Crap... I just want an easy life... Crap again.. If I wanted easy life why have I chose Pharmacy as my path?? Face it, sub-consciously, I love challenges... Sorry I have no idea what have I wrote for the past hour... Just like to waste my time... And also yours :P Good night!


mk.pessimistic for the first time

Gear Up!!

Getting ready for the departure to Redang Island, one of the tourist attractions located at the east coast of Malaysia... Our bus depart at 10.30pm tonight, and I only started packing 1 hour ago... Normally before a trip I will prepare a checklist early before the trip and start packing few days ahead... Over the years I've changed and grown up to a more mature lady... No more the little girl that makes a huge fuss whenever there's an event or occasion coming up... Gahaha what a good statement to disguise my procrastinations..

I'm a lousy person when it comes to packing my luggage.. I'm afraid that I'll bring too many clothes causing my luggage to overweight and I'll end up the one suffering since I'll be the one carrying it; on the other hand, I'm afraid that I bring too little clothes to change and less variety to choose from... Hahaha, ain't all girls the same?? Tell me nothing but a YES...

Then I'll start whinning on how much I've spent directly and indirectly on this trip... Hahah won't be listing down whatever I bought for the trip, but they all dig my purse till empty is what I can say... Will still be spending over there at Redang.. Gosh, my whole month salary gone... This trip is mainly for fun and indulgence, so can't really complain much...

Well, just blogging before my trip like many bloggers will do, so won't be around till Tuesday night... Don't miss me kay?? Muaxx muaxx...

mk.sitting on the beachXOXO

EMBARRASSMENTS~

I HATE my lappy!!! *emo emo*
I just reformatted my laptop today...
Still functioning like a piece of crap... So slow, so annoying!!
Can't wait to get my new laptop of my own...

Well speaking of embarrassment, I guess everyone has their awkward moments, for me I have plenty of them. For instance, when I fall in the ice-skating ring I'll scream in a super high pitch, loudest as well and eventually find my voice echoing throughout the shopping mall... Crap, hyper but true... well I don't mean it but it's kinda instant reflects of mine... I tend to scream very easily, when i was startled by Ivan who bumped out of no where and knocked on my car window in front of Andalas McD, when I watch horrors and thrillers, and even when a lizard jumped down and 'pop' it landed hard on the floor from the ceiling... Conclusion: I'm a born screamer, wtf...

This week have been rather tiring, had a compact 12 hours workshop at IDP Subang for IELTS. Jeez got lost while looking for a parking lot.. I took a turn and no idea where it leads me, end up I was 20 minutes late for the first lesson... zzzz Second day was okay, but yesterday!!! I had Speaking Test at 1pm so I'm supposed to show up 1hour in prior. I was early but I circled around there for half an hour and still no parking... Gave up and I parked in the Asian Cafe car park... I can't help but to feel that I was conned!!! Well, sort of half willingly~ Freaking parking rm2 per hour.. For the first time it cost me rm14 just for parking, still can't get over it... T.T
Asian Cafe I hate too... XC

Btw, after a series of try and error, I finally get to sign in and blog! gaga XP

mk


_____Wish Of the Day_____
Happy 20th Birthday Uncle Edwin!!!
erm it's belated abit, but the heart counts lo~~

Exhausting Day~

Ching Ming prayer day...
Stuck in the car for 6 hours...
Took 5 hours to reach Fairy Park at Meru...
and 1 hour to reach home...
Freaking traffic congestion...
Too many cars in Klang...
Gosh!!! Exhausted.... zzzz

-the end-

mk

at the edge of giving up...

I see myself turning into a nocturnal animal lately... It seems that not only my life was all wretched, even my biological clock is all messed up! Almost for a week I went to bed as late as 3-4 pm.. And wake up at noon... Lalala, it's actually a very normal thing for a person enjoying her holiday~ No way, I'm not leading such an unhealthy lifestyle yet, every morning I find no purpose for me to wake up.

Have been sticking on my laptop for the passed 10 days doing whatever last_minute research and applications for universities and scholarships. I am now traumatized by looking at so much data that I've found yet I've problems sorting them out. I'm considered done with the local and Singapore universities applications. One thing bothering me now is the applications for aussie... Almost all of the Australian universities that I've checked do not offer Pharmacy for the second semester (July) intake, therefore it's rather pointless to apply for them, aye?

Furthermore, I'll need to sign up for IELTS which will cost me rm800 for the test + workshop, by which it's a lot of money to me. Plus every application to each Australia University will cost me $AUD100. Even though my dad does not mind to spend the amount of money, I still find that's a lot of money to be thrown away... Ugh ugh, so I changed my mind, say slash to aussie!! I'm a piece weak minded crap! T.T

_____~Wish of the day~_____
Happy Birthday To Kar Keat!!!
Although you study at TAR college d and very boh-liong-simly forgotten me, still gotta say ;
YOUR TEENAGE LIFE'S OVER!!!
SO PLEASE BEHAVE YOURSELF, BRADA!!!

_____~MK lights A bulb~_____
Forewords:
Fellow peepow, this is just a new section that I'd like to add to my blog sharing my own half-made up-half-true philosophies, so listen and learn!! Or maybe just listen...

Bulb #1 *twink* :
Tips to guys in a relationship, remember the DATES!! Valentine's day, her birthday, her father's birthday, her mother's birthday, her ah gong's ah ma's birthday, your first date, your first kiss~ Haha you'll be surprised by how girls remember them and how happy you make her feels if you do too!!

I'm not a love expert; I just share what I feel... Muaxxx ^3^

mk.falling

Just like every other sleepless night, I'm here blogging bout some craps that come across my mind... Definitely not those bothering me, somethings are best kept P&C... Yesterday night I watch Bleach the anime bout Shinigami and end up sleeping at 3am... Sleeping at late hours makes me somewhat tired during work and since my job is so free, I took a nap on the sofa in my shop... I basically 'fish' and 'pig' from 3-5.30pm... Yup, terrible worker I am, give no damn! I'm resigning okay?? And guess what... My somewhat perverted boss snaps photos of my sleeping, I was like jeez!!! He had been trying to take photos of me lately, though I've always dodge the camera.. Zzzz, I don't like my photos being taken by people whom I don't like, furthermore I'm not close with him either... And moreover, WITHOUT my permission!!! Can I actually sue him for doing that??? Well, I'm not such a mean person, but i seriously mind that he took the photos... [though I look quite good in that photo] Ugh that's not the point!! My TERUK boss always like to give me those stares that he always said is use to 'electrified' opponent sex... Come on~ Just go home and stare at yourself in front of your mirror!!! I just don't like my boss...

(C** i t*** h**? T*** i*'* n**** t** l*** t* g** m* b***?)
(I* h* c**** j*** a**, I'* s*** I'** a***** h** v*** e*****...)
[please do not try to decipher the code... It's meant to be not readable]


muaxx...

Without love,
mk

So this is how it ends...

Happy Chap Goh Meh to all Chinese readers... After midnight there goes CNY 2008...
Oh today i super not happy with my older boss... He is so bad that he asked me to walk all the way to Meru Pasar Malam to tapao his dinner>>Nasi Lemak... and Air Longan...
Bloody, I've never been to that pasar malam and i don't even know where to buy those stuff...zzzz Nvm la, I got mouth to ask still... Cannot tahan i have to walk all the way there some more need to cross the big and busy road... What if i was knocked by a blind and reckless driver???? Ugh... I'm too tai siu je d... Abit abit complain...
Yesterday went for Jumper the movie... They keep say it's for kids... But girls like super heroes what... Haaha, but then the main character, David in the movie ain't no hero, no no... He is involved in banking, or more precisely, bank robbing... Bk asked me if I have such special ability like the jumpers where will i go?? He assumed i will jump to my favorite male artist's bathroom... Zzzz, haha I wanna jump myself to his heart... If that's possible, I would have kill him by bursting myself out of his heart... Kakaka, okay i know that was gross... Sorry sorry...
I had lunch alone today, may need to get use to me being alone, I don't even like to talk alot anymore... You can see my posts are shorter than they used to in Xanga blog... Yup, I actually deleted that blog when i was emo-ing from gotten dumped! Whatever... F*** off~ Come on, I don't scold vulgar words, F*** might be FEEL, FACE, FEED, F--- whatever... Use you imagination...

mk

Happy Valentine's Day

Now most Hokkiens are praying Ti Kong and thats why everywhere can hear the "ping ping piang piang" of the fireworks and fire crackers... Yes!!! Valentine's day is finally over... Haiz seriously though I said I've let him go, I still can't get him of my mind in this eventful day... I think is just the environment factors that seeing couples dating and advertisement like "Love is in the air~" awakens the hibernated him in me, no? Haha that will only happen for this day, and this day only...
Since it's Single Awareness Day as well, I might as well whine a little bit more... Yes I'm regretting over actions I've made, but people keep saying what's over is over so I've no choice but to accept the facts that it's no point crying over spilled milk... Time will heal any wound and I'll try my best to erase him out of my life... I promise... Love cannot be forced, but to not to love is something beyond our control... So let it be...
muaxx of the day~



mk.emo

CNY weeee~

Happy Chinese New Year EVE!!! haha ya, eve only, no need to make a huge fuss around... Am ask to help out in some preparation for the reunion dinner but didn't give a damn... Later wait get chop... Yup, this year we are having it at home, Steamboat and BBQ, can't wait to bbq baby lobsters with honey!!! Yummy~

Hehe, this year spent too much on shopping for CNY, ya blame the event not me... I have like 6 tops, 5 pairs of new shoes, 4 bottoms, 3 new bags, and 2 dresses... Not that many la when i list them out... Haha.. But I keep spending and spending till my purse vomit blood so much and the purse turn into red colour... Haha, sorry sorry, my purse memang is red colour de... hahaha...

Oops family calls... I'll try to update more as soon as possible....